The
Race
by D. H.
Groberg
Whenever I start to hang my head in front of failure's face, my
downward fall is broken by the memory of a race. A
children ' s race, young boys, young men; how I remember well, excitement sure,
but also fear, it wasn' t hard to tell. They
all lined up so full of hope, each thought to win that race or tie for first,
or if not that, at least take second place. Their
parents watched from off the side, each cheering for their son, and each boy
hoped to show his folks that he would be the one. The
whistle blew and off they flew, like chariots of fire, to win, to be the hero
there, was each young boy' s desire. One
boy in particular, whose dad was in the crowd, was running in the lead and
thought "My dad will be so proud." But
as he speeded down the field and crossed a shallow dip, the little boy who
thought he 'd win, lost his step and slipped. Trying
hard to catch himself, his arms flew everyplace, and midst the laughter of
the crowd he fell flat on his face. As
he fell, his hope fell too; he couldn ' t win it now. Humiliated, he just wished
to disappear somehow. But
as he fell his dad stood up and showed his anxious face, which to the boy so
clearly said, "Get up and win that race!" He
quickly rose, no damage done, behind a bit that ' s all, and ran with all his
mind and might to make up for his fall. So
anxious to restore himself, to catch up and to win, his mind went faster than
his legs. He slipped and fell again. He
wished that he had quit before with only one disgrace. "I' m hopeless
as a runner now, I shouldn ' t try to race. '' But
through the laughing crowd he searched and found his father ' s face with a steady
look that said again, "Get up and win that race!" So
he jumped up to try again, ten yards behind the last. "If I ' m to gain
those yards," he thought, "I ' ve got to run real fast!" Exceeding
everything he had, he regained eight, then ten... but trying hard to catch
the lead, he slipped and fell again.
Defeat!
He lay there silently. A tear dropped from his eye. "There ' s no sense
running anymore! Three strikes I 'm out! Why try I ' ve lost, so what' s the
use " he thought. "I ' ll live with my disgrace." But
then he thought about his dad, who soon he ' d have to face. "Get
up," an echo sounded low, "you haven ' t lost at all, for all you
have to do to win is rise each time you fall. "Get
up!" the echo urged him on, "Get up and take your place! You were
not meant for failure here! Get up and win that race!" So,
up he rose to run once more, refusing to forfeit, and he resolved that win
or lose, at least he wouldn ' t quit. So
far behind the others now, the most he ' d ever been, still he gave it all
he had and ran like he could win. Three
times he ' d fallen stumbling, three times he rose again. Too far behind to
hope to win, he still ran to the end. They
cheered another boy who crossed the line and won first place, head high and
proud and happy -- no falling, no disgrace. But,
when the fallen youngster crossed the line, in last place, the crowd gave him
a greater cheer for finishing the race. And
even though he came in last with head bowed low, unproud, you would have thought
he ' d won the race, to listen to the crowd. And
to his dad he sadly said, "I didn ' t do so well." "To me,
you won", his father said. "You rose each time you fell." And
now when things seem dark and bleak and difficult to face, the memory of that
little boy helps me in my own race. For
all of life is like that race, with ups and downs and all. And all you have
to do to win is rise each time you fall. And
when depression and despair shout loudly in my face, another voice within me
says, "Get up and win that race!"
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